101 reasons

I so emo siaa! cannot tahan! well life's good so far and my troubles have just gone. Just hoping fer the better in this current situation! (: offffff to bath and get myself outta home! STUDY STUDY. :D

lifeline

I seem to dwell in the times where we could all talk freely and now , we barely even talked. who can foresee the future? I'm just deciving myself in times of need. haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. TGIF tmw!

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I wish you best of luck.

buhbaizxz.

I'm happy , happy for you.

HAHA. YEAH , I'm going to be strong this time. well , if it god's will that I have to be patient , I will. (: I still like him and I know it , but this time I'm gonna like you differently with my heart. If I can only be your friend , I WILL BE YOUR BESTEST FRIEND. no point forcing things right? LOL. and if you have found someone you like , I guess I must be there to cheer you on and encourage you, well since I have done it once , why not twice or even thrice? hahaha. though its gonna be a rough road , well I have you guys to fall back on and still love me. THANKS GIRLS , YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH YOUR MEAN TO ME.

hope you guys will persevere in your relationships because its hard to find another half that easily. I wish you guys best of luckk. will pray for youuuuuuuuuuuuuu. (:

I give up

yes its infatuation yes its infatuation yes it infatuation but why do I miss you that much. I totally understand the meaning of being a total loser. I swear i might just be on the verge of giving up and you know what? I might just burst and regret it later but i ASSURE YOU that theres so many things I feel like telling you. why is it human nature for people to look elsewhere when the one who likes them most have always been there by their side , at least for the most times. maybe I'm not excatly that person but seeing you being so happy and sad makes me so confused if I should just give some biased opinions. you have no idea when you chat with me last night about a trival matter like the outing have made me so contented the whole night. but when we met today , I felt as if I'm the stupidest person on earth to take your words so seriously over and over again.

you = me = total loser.

countless emotions to tell you but none that speaked up.

hey , guys. no matter what , dont ever mention to anyone the existence of this blog kay? its our lil secret. hahaha. off to camp in awhile. dont miss me too much! text me if you can! AI SI NI MEN LE! (L)

you know what you want , but how long can you wait?

Did I do the right thing? or did I just messed it up? I dont know , you have no idea how I felt when I did that , when you look so happy with her I figured that I might just did the right thing. I was holding on to my tears so badly and I tried to pretend I din't care that I was long alright , long over it. But who am I kidding? cycle often repeats itself and reality just proven itself right. when you ask me if you were an evil man and why isit that you can never have a decent relationship? did you realised how bad you hit me down on my heart? why is it you never notice my existance , even after so longgg.?

I guess I'll be better offf dead.