I give up

yes its infatuation yes its infatuation yes it infatuation but why do I miss you that much. I totally understand the meaning of being a total loser. I swear i might just be on the verge of giving up and you know what? I might just burst and regret it later but i ASSURE YOU that theres so many things I feel like telling you. why is it human nature for people to look elsewhere when the one who likes them most have always been there by their side , at least for the most times. maybe I'm not excatly that person but seeing you being so happy and sad makes me so confused if I should just give some biased opinions. you have no idea when you chat with me last night about a trival matter like the outing have made me so contented the whole night. but when we met today , I felt as if I'm the stupidest person on earth to take your words so seriously over and over again.

you = me = total loser.