Wednesday, April 29, 2009

grab a straw cause youu suck.

Things don't happen just because it feels like happening , but for a reason. welll , I'm still finding that reason and it totolly sucks. I guess this is the only one place where I could be as candid and straight forward yet I need not bother about how people feel. tsk. I guess I just got to adapt to changes be it I like it or not. urgh. I realise many of my close friends changed during this period of time and things dont go just as well too. Maybe this is my calling from god that I need a breakthrough , welll I do. (:

I wonder if all of my close friends left me , what would be left of me? though with god , I cant fulfill and be that salt and salt from the earth that he wants all his child to be. proberbly , I've changed just as much but I did not realise it. aaah , shucks. I hate this. self-confrontation/confession , totally backfires. I dont even have the mood to study noww. ):

whatever , if theres a will , theres a way! I shall strive to that quote and live my life for , now. offf to bath , ciaao!

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