old maid.

No point crying over split milk , its already long over. especially since he was attached two weeks ago. I guess I am the last one to know alllll of this. aaahh , stupid stupid stupid me. gaaahhhh , I know I can get over this yo and its just purely infatuation. YES , but I still need time though. damn , I'm such a sucker for relationships that I'll prolly stay single for the restttt of my life.
hahahahaaa , beat that! I'm such'cha looooooooooser I dont even try to deny. tsk.

wellll , I just congrats him and made it sound like I'm totally fine , when I'm totally not. Cause good guys are hard to find and its even harder to make him have the mutual feelings I have for him. I certainly dont want to lose him as a frienddd but I dont want to see the girl too like seriously. hahahahaah.